Just got back from Pensacola night before last. Spent all day yesterday sleeping with a migraine. Went to a conference down there all last week, which was basically a paid war-stories kind of vacation, although there were some good bits of knowledge that I came out with. I’m sure experience varies.
As part of the conference we got to visit the Museum of Naval Aviation, and it was pretty cool! I will get the pictures uploaded to this blog later this week. My grandmother had a fall while walking with my mom, and is now in the hospital with brain bleeding. She’s got some bleeding in the front, back, and side of the left hemisphere. They really aren’t saying what they’re gonna do, if she will recover, and what “recover” actually means compared to what normal was before the fall. She is paralyzed on her right side, which I would think indicates a stroke, but they’re not sure what happened.
I haven’t really talked to my wife about it yet, but I find myself with more of a “don’t care” mindset. That isn’t to say I don’t care about my grandmother, she was always a part of my life because she lived 15 minutes away from where I grew up, so we saw her at least once a week. I guess my mindset is more of “she’s lived a long life, she spent 4 of the last 5 years taking care of her dying mother, I’ll see her again” kind of mindset. I don’t have to try to not be sad about this, I can honestly celebrate her when she dies (whether it be soon because of this, or later because of something else). I’ll be a little sad because I’ll miss her, but when it is time, it is time.
Speaking of the wife, she seems to be doing good on her new med. I’m gonna have to get the title and list some of them out here for you guys at some point. We had a long talk about hospitalization last week before I left. She expressed the desire to check herself in to a hospital during her last depressed a few weeks ago, so I wanted to get information about where she wanted to go, and what we needed to do to check her in there. Felt kinda morbid, but I needed to know. In the meantime, our sex drives have flip-flopped. I have almost no interest in it, and she has a high interest in it. Sigh. We joked about how we always flip-flop, and I said that hopefully we would one day “flap” and have the same sex-drive at the same time. LoL
She wants me to show her how to lift using a barbell at the gym. This will be fun because I love lifting, and she wants to try something new. We’re doing bench press, squat, and seated overhead press today.
In my search for a good holster for my new-to-me Glock 17, I’m probably going to buy kydex sheets and make my own. I can make, at a cost to me of about 40 bucks, the same holster that another company makes that costs 130 bucks.